An October to Remember - Or Forget

AN OCTOBER TO REMEMBER - OR FORGET

Sad, lonely, confused
On the roller coaster of life

Slow climb, rocky trail
Steep, winding path
On the summit
Hope surges 

Then the plunge
Spiraling downward
Unable to stop
Breath on hold 

At the bottom,
Sigh of relief
Still here
Hope returns

Upside down
Inside out
Going in circles
Suspended in time

Plummeting again
Downward
Unanswered questions
Where's the end?

Can I stop?
Return to the top?
Stay awhile,
Enjoy the view?

No!  
Not just yet
Maybe next time